2019 - 2018 (swipeswipe!)
it looks like it not that different, but there’s big difference on it.
sometimes i have insecurities, like “why my improvement is so slow?” “why my drawing still bad?” “why i still this stuck?” why people not appreciating mine?” “blablabla-insert-a-lot-negative-thought”.
but then, it backs to “why i drawing at first? isn’t it because i like it?”. as time goes by, i started to not caring much about that negativity. it might be selfish, but i draw for fun, for makes myself happy, why i need to stressing myself to things that i believe makes me happy? it’s countless trial and error to achieve what i have now and i enjoy the process of it. everyone has their own pace, and im happy with all i’ve achieved so far and i still learning more. there’s no limit for learning new things, right 😆
i do what i like and i like what i do
it’s my “love yourself”