If you’re just joining the Mattie Jo party, maybe you see me as some outspoken, horny lady who has a funny way of approaching religion and sex and all the messiness that entails. Well, you would be right. But also, it’s not all fun and Bible and masturbation over here. Where I am now is because I’ve experienced some dark shit. I just know how lucky I am to live in a city with resources that saved my life and a culture that doesn’t give two fucks if I say fuck, who I fuck, or if I talk about fucking on the internet. I use my New York privilege to share my experiences and hopefully help others who don’t have the same resources or freedom. •
A year ago I wrote a 3 part series: Life After Cowboys about the months/year that changed everything for me. It sent me into the darkest time of my life, but also led me to therapy which ultimately helped me ACTUALLY deal with all my purity trauma.
“As I left that luxury building on 38th Street, I knew something very terrible had happened. A man had sex with me, despite my saying no multiple times. But it had happened in his apartment, after more than 3 drinks, and it’s not like he beat the shit out of me. I knew what this meant. Someone had sex with me when I’d made it very clear I did not want to, and it was all my fault.” life After Cowboys pt. 1 , Link in Bio!
DM me with any questions regarding Faith, Fitness, Film, and Fucking. I’m no expert but I’ll pretend to be and we’ll laugh a lot.
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